where has our eagle gone?

Well, it seems once again I've disappeared for a while. I've been swept along with things I must admit, but these past few days I've felt the need to write come thrumming back. I can't make any promises, but I thought I'd at least reveal I'm still alive and pondering, so if anyone out there is looking forward to anything, there is a chance.

Also, I've neglected commenting back on those kind enough to read my fics and leave their thoughts. I plan to rectify all that, but truly, thank you to every reader. I still appreciate it more than I can convey.

Title: Stuck on Repeat, Hear the Disk Skip
Author:xxkaytayxx  
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Spoilers: Everything up to the promo for 6.07
Warnings: None
Word Count: 4046
Summary: Castiel's lost and fighting, and Dean's drowning and demanding. Everything is still the same.
A/N: Haven't written in a while. Decided to give this a go. Please tell me what you think, and I hope you enjoy it.

( “Wars don’t end, Cas,” he tries to spit, but the words come out weary. “They never end.”  )

One day, I will refrain from disappearing for months at a time, only to (not)dramatically reappear to post more mediocre stories. Today is not that day.

I suppose, in the case that this interests anyone, I should state that I have two more Dean/Cas SPN fics in the works. One involves subways. The other involves physics. We'll see what happens.

Hope everyone is having a fabulous time. If not, hope you get there. :)

Title: Save Me With Your Siren Song
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Dean/Castiel. AU
Spoilers: Nothing specific, just vague references to themes throughout all seasons.
Warnings: None
Word Count: about 6500
Summary: Castiel’s just treading bloody water until Dean gives him a reason to start swimming. This is a companion piece to Seal Me Up and Sell Me Out, but it can be read as a stand alone.

( “My son, I just think the Lord has a different, greater plan for you.” )

Title: Even Storm Clouds Tire of Rain
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Spoilers: Takes place after Season Five. References to 5.22.
Warnings: None
Word Count: 9462
Summary: Dean’s barely functioning after the loss of Sam, but Castiel starts visiting in his dreams to bring Dean back to somewhere close to okay. It takes fighting, endless drives, and ice cream, but they get there.

(  That’s where it starts, although if we’re honest, it all started very long before that.  )

Title: Forgive Me What I Thought I Dreamed
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Castiel/Dean, pondering of Dean/Lisa
Spoilers: Nothing specific. Takes place after season five.
Warnings: None
Word Count: 7013
Summary: Castiel's return to Heaven isn't everything he expected. Flitting back and forth between Heaven and Earth, he has to determine where he truly belongs, and what he wants from Dean.
A/N: Please let me know what you think. Thank you for reading.

(  “You up and left, went right back up to God’s angel play-pen.” )

Title: Shall We Sing the Song of War
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Castiel/Dean
Spoilers: Nothing specific. Takes place around mid-season five.
Warnings: Playing with Greek mythology. Nothing else.
Word Count: 3065
Summary: Castiel sees the shadows of Achilles, and all his curses, in Dean's cold, dead eyes.
( Ages ago, there was a war... )

Title: Seal Me Up and Sell Me Out
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Rating: PG-13
Genre and/or Pairing: Dean/Castiel. AU
Spoilers: Nothing specific, just vague references to themes throughout all seasons.
Warnings: None
Word Count: 4886
Summary: Dean paints, and Castiel watches.
( "The thing about paint is that it's real." )

Title: Embers Glow and Embers Fade
Author: xxkaytayxx 
Genre: Gen
Rating: PG-13
Word Count : 5177
Spoilers: Seasons 1-5
Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural, its characters, or anything else associated.
Summary: Fifty 100-word drabbles about the world of Sam and Dean, and all those pulled along for the ride.

( "There are things Dean would think about if he went out drinking without an agenda..." )